One thing that I have learned from this previous relationship is knowing my self-worth. Being with him really opens up my eyes on what I am actually really need in a relationship, but age can be a contribute factor too. I learn a lot about attachment styles and my own attachment style. It's anxious attachment style. I want to mend it before I get to another relationship. I want to be secure and be with someone that is secure. I can't wait to get over this breakup and the day that I finally accept and ikhlas with everything, should be the day that I am becoming a better person for myself.