pathetic wishes

-travel somewhere  alone
-meet new people
-cup of tea at night
-slow songs
-write a poems
-favourite books
-take a lot of pictures
-cold weather
-long walks

and enjoy all those things alone

but....

can i wish for being loved by someone and do all those stuff together with him like every single day..can i ?

" It take times"

" I am waiting for that day"

" Don't hope too much,you'll get tired"

" How can i ? I just want to feel the happiness of being loved and feel safe when i am with someone...."